#100 post .
well , this #100 post is gonna be about life .

from the very first of this year , just becuz of i guy , i dont feel like living in this world anymore .
as time pass , the more i dont wanna stay in this world .
but now , it is different .
i am afraid of die .
when i think of die , i will start to think where i will go when i am dead .
and all those shit like what will happen in other world .

i thought that life is like a toys to me .
i like it , i continue to live on . i dont like , i just throw it away . *mean die lorh*

hearing news about friend or relative die seriously feeling very sad .
it was scary too !

sometime , i just wonder how they feel .

today , went out to KDF dinner with parent .
dad was rushing time so he drive very fast and make me scare like hell .
like that time , i only pray and hope that nothing will happen .
cuz there are still alot of thing to do in this world .

as for him , i got nothing more to say anymore .
i will say that i will try to forget him .
so, please do not tell me anything about him anymore .
i dont wanna get to know more thing about him .
the more thing i know , the more i will not forget him .






N'level prelim is coming . i have not yet study ! how ?
51 more day to N'level exam . how ?
hah , and also 51 more day to my birthday ! );


gonna end here .
falling sick .

Labels: piggggggggggggg

as close as sister for 4 years 3month and still counting on ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
<3




We used to play everytime at downstair playground .
I remembered that we have once playing with pillow before at my house .
Not only that and also watch tv till late night !
But now , you are still the same ! you will appear when i need someone to kill my ): mood !
9 years of frenship and still counting on !
<3
and right now , you are my boyfriend , my love <3