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back posting .
2+ , travel to sengkang , junda's house for grandma birthday celebration with darling and mum .
reach his house and slack awhile .
after awhile , went to buy kite with darling and we go fly kites .
is like so many try . and finally it's high up to the sky .
seriously , have a lot of fun with darling today .
for the first time , the first time he came together with us .
after that , went to compass point to buy kfc and went back to junda's house .
yawn ! sian all the way over there .

&& thanks to my uncle who drive us back .
kind of hot manzxc the van ! buay tahan !
that's the whole day about .


Mr popper's penguins  ! nice show ! how i wished i can keep 1 penguins at home . which is impossible one larh !
after show yesterday went to sintua to find mum . after that went to yishun mac to eat first then came back again to meet mum . after that walked home together .

you told me everything . thanks for being honest with me .
a person whom are friends with me for 10 years and now finally we are together .
how should i put everything together ?!

friends who always be there for me when i need ,
friends who play with me when we are small .
or shall i say lover instead of friends ?

Due to all our shyness , we missed out each other for so long .
and now , finally we are together .

Like what you had said . no matter what , we are together now .
yeah , i should say i am such a lucky girl to have to in my life .
not only few days , few months , few years but alot of years !

Although we just started not long , but i believe we will be together forever .
you are just like my lovely penguins <3

Thanks for appearing in my life . i dont regret knowing you .
but i only hate you for taking so long then ask me . -.-

yes ! meeting darling for sintua later and tml for grandma birthday celebration .
for the first time i am going with him .
HAHAHAHAHAHAH !

it's the 17th again ! 4 year 4 month anniversary with lynn !


Back posting . Meeting darling for movie later. Mr popper penguins later ! Yeah ! Talking to darling is my daily habit already . How to change ar ?! Went sintua yesterday night . Talk with my head . Haha ! Play play only . Quite fun with them . Home after that and meet Shihwa sister and darling at Downstair . Long time since I see her . Almost 1 year 1 time . Haha ! Talk and slack at Carpark . Went home and chat with darling until 3am then sleep . Cant really sleep for the whole night . Seriously , I don't know why also . Going to that Carpark suddenly let me think of xuan . Cuz long time since I last see him . Plus Carpark was the place we will always slack at . Kinda of memories . But those memories won't lasted . I still remember for the 4 month plus , we only see each other for less than 20 days . And with the objection of so many people . Unless now with darling nobody say anything when they already know that we are together . Love you my darling . Must remember what I told you arh. We must be together forever okay ?! (: With you around , I got less worries . Haha ! You are important to me ! How I wish time can pass faster now so that I can see you soon ! Yawn ! Still need to wait for few hours . Shall end here bah . Bye !


Seriously , i dont know why .
i feel that the more i love you , the more you are going away .
should i love you lesser than now ?!
i am getting more and more question on my head right now !
and yes ! all those rubbish question again !

Do you know how much i wish i can keep your heart with me forever ?
Do you know how much i wish we will be together forever ?
Do you know how much i wish there is no secret hiding between us ?
Do you know how much i wish you are beside me all the time ?

i bet you will never know .

I guessed i'm going to change this blog link so that no body will know this link except me !

i swear this feeling completely sux !

Gonna stay at home alone later .
totally not in the mood to go out .

perhaps i am really jealous therefore i got this type of feeling .
jealous of her and not others .


or maybe becuz of something else .
dont feel like saying anymore .


Blogger seem to be a place for people to write their dairy but why when i read 1 of the blogger , it seem like hinting to someone . seriously , LOL !!!

Went to tpy favorite place to study with darling yesterday .
Start of the weeks to study already !
no more time left ! >.< Not only i no time ! darling also no more time left to study already !
last two week schedule was to study , study and study !
Hopefully i can make it !

Yes , meet darling everyday .
last few weeks was to play . BUT NOW , STUDY !
Stress
STress
STRess
STREss
STRESs
STRESS !

yes , your are still friend .
i cant stop your also . & i am not a person who will jealous so easily .
hmmmm , action speak louder than words . i bet i cant do it !

HOHOHO !
just come back from KTPH with darling cuz we went there to have subway and study !

yawn . 


HAHAHA !
Vertical Marathon within 8 hours and i am still awake !
got to wake up at 5.45 tml !
YAWNYAWNYAWN !!!!

cousin house with darling and mum today !
before that , giant to walk walk with darling for awhile and went to cousin house .
yeah , study over there ! like a shiok :D

yeah ! and see my cousin watch korean concert thingy !
gonna learn from her after olevel ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i think i going to her house to stay over soon !
haha ! yummy yummy over there !

talking with darling right now !
love him lots larh hor !! :D


Holiday finally arrival . But this holiday only meant for us to study . Yes , study not play or rest . It's just two weeks . Stress at hell ! So many thing to study before olevel start . Yawn ! Finally ended term 2 . Shall I have a long post today ? Or just short post cuz darling is beside me right now playing game. Haha ! Meeting everyday is what we always do ! (: haha ! Love him lots . Shall stop here bah . Not really feeling well this few day due to running nose and cough . Haha ! Bye ! (:


Went to wild wild wet yesterday with darling lynn and Hanwen . Had lots of fun that all of us forget the time . It was raining cats and dogs at first . But luckily the rain stopped . Went to play and play and play for the first time without thinking of anything . Could this be the last time we will be having fun together ? I hope not ! Reach wild wild wet , went for lunch together first at the food court outside wild wild wet . After that , lucky that the rain turn smaller . So we just went in to play . Went to the lazy river first . Yes , the first thing I used to play everytime . Played this played that play till hungry and went subway for lunch . After that , went out to watch kungfu panda event . But it's super fake . So , we went walking around for awhile and then went back to play . And now , played till don't know time at all . For the first time I won't feel so soan while playing . Perhaps of the people I go with this time ? (: At first was still worried that I might lost someone . But now, the confidence was back ! Then at around 6+ , the guard told us that they are closing . Like wow ! I thought the sky turns dark becuz it is gonna rain . But I am wrong . It is becuz it is getting late . Haha ! Went to bath and then walk around ehub to see what we can eat for dinner . In the end , went back to yishun cafe cartel to have dinner . After that , walked back home with darling . Didn't go home first . Went to the new playground to rest for awhile . And headed home at 11+ . We are meeting each and everyday . Just not every sec , every min only . Haha ! Fall asleep straight after I reach home. I guessed I have a total of 12 hour of sleep ? Yeah , on the way to Chinatown with mum now . For the first time , not feeling tired at all . Cuz someone is chatting with me (: <3 Haha ! Alright , shall end my post here ! Goodbye (:


regret regret regret !
scare scare scare !
why why why !
you you you !
how long will it be ?
forever ?
1 month ? 1 years ? 10 years ?
how ? how ? how ?

I:
need need need you !
not
want want want you !

seriously , why must life be like that ?

i bet no one will even know that this blog have been updated regularly this few day .
in this case , i can just throw wadever thing inside .

meeting single day ?
talking every single hour ?
care for each other every single day ?
does this help ?





will we be together forever ?




seriously , i got no more confidence in wadever thing i am doing / happening anymore . 

as close as sister for 4 years 3month and still counting on ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
<3




We used to play everytime at downstair playground .
I remembered that we have once playing with pillow before at my house .
Not only that and also watch tv till late night !
But now , you are still the same ! you will appear when i need someone to kill my ): mood !
9 years of frenship and still counting on !
<3
and right now , you are my boyfriend , my love <3