enough is enough . i had enough of all those shit already !
it was me who are tolerating all this kind of stupid shit !
everything changes . including my life .
i guessed , i dont need anything now but my darling .
everything seem to be leaving me far apart.

seriously , the attitude you give me and the attitude you give him is totally different .
breakfast , the one i prepare for him every morning .
without him at home , there isn't any breakfast for me .
Because of him , you threatened me .
Seriously , i think you really too much already .

why have me in the first place ?!
i would rather i am not born to this world . totally dislike the thing that is changing now .

dinner , cannot finish everything . must keep for him .
last time you are not even like that !
seriously , i think you need to think it yourself !

you totally sux to the max !

sometimes , i really feel like giving up olevel after this thing happens .
your dont even know the pain that i am tolerating now .


not only this thing . and also comp stuff . once i used , you say i make spoil .
seriously , what the fuck is this ?


i wished i could die now . but , becuz of 2 person thats why i am still here .
one could be with me forever but the other one ?


i find it rather stupid of stealing friends.
why bother to steal ?


since my life is like this , let it be then .
life totally sux !

i guessed , if this continue , i seriously will ended up in IMH . 

as close as sister for 4 years 3month and still counting on ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
<3




We used to play everytime at downstair playground .
I remembered that we have once playing with pillow before at my house .
Not only that and also watch tv till late night !
But now , you are still the same ! you will appear when i need someone to kill my ): mood !
9 years of frenship and still counting on !
<3
and right now , you are my boyfriend , my love <3