regret regret regret !
scare scare scare !
why why why !
you you you !
how long will it be ?
forever ?
1 month ? 1 years ? 10 years ?
how ? how ? how ?

I:
need need need you !
not
want want want you !

seriously , why must life be like that ?

i bet no one will even know that this blog have been updated regularly this few day .
in this case , i can just throw wadever thing inside .

meeting single day ?
talking every single hour ?
care for each other every single day ?
does this help ?





will we be together forever ?




seriously , i got no more confidence in wadever thing i am doing / happening anymore . 

as close as sister for 4 years 3month and still counting on ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
<3




We used to play everytime at downstair playground .
I remembered that we have once playing with pillow before at my house .
Not only that and also watch tv till late night !
But now , you are still the same ! you will appear when i need someone to kill my ): mood !
9 years of frenship and still counting on !
<3
and right now , you are my boyfriend , my love <3