Seriously , i dont know why .
i feel that the more i love you , the more you are going away .
should i love you lesser than now ?!
i am getting more and more question on my head right now !
and yes ! all those rubbish question again !

Do you know how much i wish i can keep your heart with me forever ?
Do you know how much i wish we will be together forever ?
Do you know how much i wish there is no secret hiding between us ?
Do you know how much i wish you are beside me all the time ?

i bet you will never know .

I guessed i'm going to change this blog link so that no body will know this link except me !

i swear this feeling completely sux !

Gonna stay at home alone later .
totally not in the mood to go out .

perhaps i am really jealous therefore i got this type of feeling .
jealous of her and not others .


or maybe becuz of something else .
dont feel like saying anymore .

as close as sister for 4 years 3month and still counting on ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
<3




We used to play everytime at downstair playground .
I remembered that we have once playing with pillow before at my house .
Not only that and also watch tv till late night !
But now , you are still the same ! you will appear when i need someone to kill my ): mood !
9 years of frenship and still counting on !
<3
and right now , you are my boyfriend , my love <3